Rethinking

I have had trouble determining what I wanted to do with this site. As you all know, it can be very difficult when you can’t get out of bed. I have a headache, that may or may not become a migraine, daily and feel as if I have the flu. Some days, my limbs refuse to work properly, my skin hurts, my ears ring and my vision isn’t clear. In addition to that, I routinely have brain fog. I forget names of people I have known for years, can’t remember how to drive somewhere I go often, and get very confused with little stimulation. People, lights, heat, cold, noise, etc., will lead to greater pain.

Many, many doctors have not been able to find a cause for these symptoms. Because my lab work and tests come back normal or just slightly abnormal, no one is willing to recommend me for disability. They also do not believe any of this is due to the 2 year mold exposure I had from 2012 – 2014. Maybe it is my presentation of my daily activities, the stigma surrounding mold or just not knowing what to do next. I don’t know. It sure is frustrating.

Thinking of all this, I am going to attempt to do daily writings. Some days may not be much. But, I will do my best to make these daily musings relevant to current events and include helpful hints to heal with peace.

See you tomorrow!

Chris